eh...


I woke up... really weird. I couldn't remember where I was or where I worked or how to get there... just that I had to get up for work. I also forgot what time it was but I know someone would yell at me if I didn't start getting ready.

So I got up and started finding clothes... slowly i started like I just knew OH yea~ I'm at my folks house in FL, I work at Liberty, and I think it took me a lil while to remember where t was.


All day I been in a daze. I even had some frapp at work but it... not help i not even felt hyper. I just been so out of it... like seeing things in things and getting lost and..... like.... I don't care.

I don't have a headache anymore... I just... I feel so weird, like this isn't real. I Did panic but I'm ok now. It strangest feeling... being told you've forgotten things before and it like no big deal.

Being looked at funny because I don't recall big parts of my life. I guess I have memory problems.

No surprise there it's just.... maybe it's getting worse? I can joke about it now... but.... i was so scared. It's... weird now i feel like a lump.... waiting for someone to roll me.

Thank god Cube doesn't have his communicator to listen to all his friends die.

I've decided I need to get my shit in order. Down size so I can move the fuck outta here. There is this little girl who is a neighbor of my Co-worker... she doesn't get much. You know, when you think about Christmas for a child, u imagine presents under a tree and stuff. She got one thing, it was clothes. And for her Birthday.... her parents couldn't afford her a gift until 3 weeks later.

So, I'm gonna go ahead and donate my Bratz dolls to her. All but one. I hope she enjoys her new friends. I figure, they're much better off in the hands of a child who can play with them and love them... instead of being stored in a plastic box. I love them all dearly, even the ones named after people I'm no longer in contact with. They're their own toys and I love them... but someone else needs them more then I.

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OK. THis is gona sound dumb but.

I really have been wanting to continue my After Reala comic... but there is something that's kinda been bothering me.

I realized this when i got back into Princess maker. Ade and Cube have similar bang/hair going on. This was completely unintentional, I might have even done it unconsciously, but in no way did I mean Ade to look like anyone else. IN fact, I wanted to make Ade a "Reala that doesn't look like Reala" in human form because of the story. It's not like he got to choose what he looks like and I wanted to kind of emphasize that.

But now I feel dumb drawing him, as much as I want to continue the story. It's like got 2 or 3 plots going on at the same time, kinda.... and I'm proud of the ideas I've put into it, even if it's just a fan comic.

I also don't WANT to change all the comics I've drawn so far. It kinda sucks.

I don't want people thinking I made Ade after Cube cause they're not a like at all. Ade is shy at first, but only because he doesn't know anyone. But Really, They're not a like in personality at all but still.

It bothers me.

I don't now what to do.

STFU!!! I HAD TO DO THE CHOCOLATE SEXY TEA!

♡the IC tea meme.♡


LEAVE ME ALONE! I KNOW I'M A HORRIBLE PERVERTED MUN!

I CAN'T HELP BUT TORTURE HIM!

God damn it, Tails... why u gotta make me baw before bedtime...?!





/baws more

/deleted emo rant cause it obvious what it's about

I did a good thing today. I helped the janitor apply for a better job within the company. He had his resume on paper but all the applications have been computerized, so I typed up his Resume onto the computer from paper in like 10 min, let him read it over, changed a few words with him there, and sent it off. (I ever would ahve guessed he was fucking 40 years old. omg He like... short and very young looking... it weird... for a human)

Then again, I guess it's not a good deed when you use typing up someone's resume to help them get a better jjob as a long ass way around to asking them what their name is because you feel so dumb for forgetting int he first place.

Yea...

I'm hungry... i think I'll go get a mcFood Dad offered me a Italian sub. Wen have they become so friendly? ....

While at Failjiro's, apparently parents realized it not my failt wash machine blew up, and its actually something very fixable. So. THERE.

( MEME of MUSIC )

I don't wanna go home...

... but I guess I better face my fears.

I have a feeling though, I'm not exaggerating and building up things in my head this time.

some kinda bullshit is gonna go down...

might not be tonight, but a storm is a brewin.

If I disappear, Consider me lost in hell.

/sigh. 3 hour drive is gonna be hella boring alone.

You know...

I don't want to post for Melody.

I really want to just drop her. I have no drive to play her, even after the fact Ojousama is making a comic based on PM:LAW.

I have absolutely no desire, for weeks, to play her. I've TRIED and tried but I am just not feeling her.

But I feel bad because I know if I drop Melody, Ojousama will drop Raphael. The bad part is? I kind of want that. She isn't active at all in Discedo and it bothers me. I know no one is like waiting to play these characters and I even have people who have offered to help my activity with Melody but...

I just don't want to play her. At all.

I don't know what to do. Should I just drop her now...?

sigh

So, our trip to walmart was pretty fail but all the freaks must have known we were equipted with a camera because we were the freakiest people there.

Anyhow, we found Gay Ken and I'm letting him room with us for a bit. He's very stylish. I think he is inspired by Thaburo.

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Stolen from: scaredsummoner 

The first 10 people to comment in this post get to request that I write a drabble or draw a doodle of any pairing/character of their choosing. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level.

I'll do both, but I'm positive my writing kills will be most fail.

OK, I am officially going to bed now. lol

1 post-it I found and a doodle of Eirin, Reisen, Cube, and Pie!



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OMG I'm actually using my DOODLE blog... for DOODLES! OMFG who would ahve guessed?!

Anyhow, two doodles today, mainly cause the  others aren't finished.
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Fresh from Japan~~~~*drum roll*~~~~
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I still have no voice. I'm so upset. I wanted to do some voice acting and even a little skip with my dolls....

but I haven't had a voice al week and NOTHING is helping.

I don't know what to do.